I Wish… Oh Boy, Do I Wish

I wish… oh boy, do I wish

I wish I could go back in time and change the past,
I know exactly to what moment I would rewind the clock.
I wish I could go back to that very first phone call,
I would simply hit “ignore” instead of picking it up.

I wish I could take back all the time that I wasted,
Damn, the phone calls, the travels, the fights weren’t even worth it!!
I wish I knew then what I finally know now (no thanks to you)
“I can change” and “I changed” were all a part of a much bigger lie.

I wish that I never met you, that our paths never crossed.
Well, actually, no, it left me with a fabulous story to tell.
I wish I didn’t want to believe in this “man of the church”
What do you actually say in your prayers, I wonder.

And now, you say this is all my fault, that I crossed the line.
Wait a minute! What did I do wrong? I don’t understand.
I didn’t ask to be in this! I was minding my own business!
M**F**ing coward can’t even take the blame at the end of this sh*t!

Dear God, I know I can’t go back in time to make this one change.
I am just glad that the truth is finally out and he is gone for good.
I thank you for this experience, another lesson learned in life.
Fortunately, it did come along with many great friends for me.

But still, boy, oh boy do I wish I could go back in time.
Yes, b*tch, I’ve been sooo over you a long time!
You should have stayed away instead of giving it a last try,
I remembered this: “All that glitters is not gold”
You made a mistake: you underestimated me,
You were wrong on my profile: you never really knew me after all…

Written by me.
To a super fantastic A**ole in the past.

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One Response to I Wish… Oh Boy, Do I Wish

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